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    Saturday, September 29, 200711:19 PM
    hulas.
    tdy planned to study with siti only cuz dear going study with his girl friends.
    but he suddenly pressed my doorbell.
    lol den he told me his frens nvr come.
    den he wait very long for them lor.

    den after that went to fetch siti from her sch remedial.
    den practised 10yr series maths with siti.
    deardear keep play audi lor!
    nvr study at all.
    bad bad LOL.

    siti also got play quite alot of audi.
    hahas i study while they play =DD
    dear nvr study but he got teach me maths.
    waseh his maths pro de lor !

    den ben lai want pei siti wait until 7.02pm den can eat.
    coz she's fasting.
    but my stomach is like making alot of stupid sounds la =/
    coz i nvr eat breakfast n lunch.
    LOL den dear call me go cook noodle.
    sry siti !

    den after that siti went home change.
    den we met at cp again to eat dinner(:
    went to 77th street to see clothes.
    coz my peeps they all bought me $40 dollar de voucher for my bday(:
    thks guys again !!

    ate kfc and had lots of fun as usual.
    rly learnt many new things from siti lor.
    den deardear keep say me n siti short.
    hahahas coz he damn tall ma.
    can laugh at us. bad bad lol.

    after that jiu sent siti home lor.
    hahas laughed alot along the way.
    coz dear doing many stupid faces and keep imitate me.
    LOL dear rly dont care abt his image de lor.

    lol but thats exactly what i like abt him (:
    because im like that too!
    haha.
    & my dear siti is so cute lor.
    =)

    dear, i rly love u soo much lor.
    i wonder what will become of me if there's no more you anymore.
    dont ever leave me ya?
    woaini.
    hao ai hao ai ni.

    & of coz not forgetting that today is 2i-rians 1000th day anni (:
    to all the 1i'o5/2i'o6 rians, we have known each other for 1000 days!
    love you guys.
    grown up with you all de lor.
    frens forever!

    i will nvr forget the day we cried so hard on the last day of sch in 2006.
    i will nvr forget the fun we had during our class chalets.
    & i will nvr forget us 2i peeps(:
    and to those who is especially close to me!
    mel, yv, bel, yy, pearl, nick, astrid, yufang, rennie, ali & more.
    i love u all lots ~
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    Friday, September 28, 20075:16 PM
    today early in the morning walked to sch.
    saw dear but he didnt see me.
    smiled to him like an idiot but of coz he didnt see.
    hais i too short le he cannot see me ):

    this few days mood swinging like mad.
    get very irritated easily.
    see who i also will buaysong.

    den today some idiot from 2d criticised our class.
    u have no right to criticise us.
    u think u very big ah.
    siao.

    den today had chem remedial after sch.
    after that waited for dear jiu went to make IC.
    mrt-ed all the way to Lavender lor.
    like damn far can.

    den on the way there dear keep make fun of me as usual.
    keep say i fat den see anybody fat jiu say is my shou xia.
    he damn bad de lor !!!
    i know im fat la k, happy YAOYAO?
    BOOO.

    den he also like to make me jealous!
    with his tons of girl friends around him, i have every reason to be jealous.
    soooo its not entirely my fault la hor yaoyao.
    so many cute n pretty girls around.
    of coz i cnt compare myself with them la hor grr.

    den reach there le den they say cnt use the photocopied birthcert.
    my mom keep say can lor. wtf sia.
    like wtfh lor, such a long trip there lor.

    damn fuck sia. damn angry lor.
    rly rly feel like killing ppl.
    den dear jiu calmed me down.

    have to go make de fkin IC again nxt fri lor.
    nxt fri is the last day to make le.
    & eoy is approaching, i want to stay at home to study.
    not go all the way to Lavender lor.

    den dear left his keys & file at sch.
    so he called weian help him take.
    den after that he jiu went to roslinda's hse to take le.
    sry deardear for making u pei me go make IC den in the end also nvr ):

    dear went to take bus and i walked home alone.
    den my stomach was aching like siao lor.
    feel that its gonna drop out any moment.
    without dear, the way home feels so far.
    i took veryy long to reach home.

    surprisingly, after reaching home i jiu not hungry le.
    i like to torture myself with cold drinks.
    dno whats wrong with me.
    emo emo.

    dear's gonna have group study with his girl friends tmr.
    ai hope he will have a fruitful study session.
    not just keep playing there.

    he's coming to find me after that.
    but think only can meet for awhile ba.
    coz surely very late le.

    & i found out smth.
    and that is if i angry, i will only be angry for half an hr.
    cool huh.

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    Thursday, September 27, 20076:32 PM
    lalalala.
    today is both a happy and angry day.
    lol.

    early in the morning my shoes flooded with disgusting rainwater.
    damn sick de lor.
    and the feeling is way too disgusting.
    feel that my leg's gonna rot any moment.

    after reach sch jiu took off my socks n shoes le.
    feel like im in my own hse. hahas.
    but 3d's floor is just damn dirty la.
    den jiu keep see whether dear come le ma.

    very worried that dear will not come today.
    dear cheer up ya?
    jie ai shun bian ba.
    i'll be there no matter what.

    den after that heard something which made me damn angry.
    and that is dear smoke again.
    arghhhh den i vry angry n rude to dear.
    but i always angry awhile nia jiu okay le.

    den jiu miss him alot lor.
    lol. den after that more angry.
    but nvm, i just know dear got lotssss of girl friends.
    thats quite understandable actually.
    coz girls are indeed more interesting than boys!

    LOL lamo.
    but yaoyao hor. rly too popular with girls le lor.
    sians.
    sry dear for shouting at u today.
    you know i did not do it on purpose.

    lol but we always after awhile jiu like nth happen le la (:
    woaini !!
    promise me not to smoke again k?

    smoking is harmful and disgusting.
    it makes you look haggard after reaching a certain age.
    you will have a stinking breath and its unkissable.
    so dont ever get addicted.

    tmr gotta go do IC le.
    haha.
    IMU lots.
    though i just saw you a few mins ago =.=

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    Wednesday, September 26, 20075:49 PM
    passed my history !
    yay hahas .

    today pe played soccer again and was quite fun .
    hahas girls just like to scream =DDD
    i love 3d lotsa !!
    den saw dear looking at us play lol .

    f&n chatted with eechen alot .
    we spent 3 periods talking lol .
    soo talkative but nice =)
    den likzhing was acting very idiotic like usual =D

    after sch went cp with dear to buy new pen .
    den went to library and talked alot .
    abt exams stuffs .
    den got a stupid freakin guy step on my paper .
    den keep walk here walk there like what businessman .

    damn angry sia he piggy !!
    freaking bastard lors .
    den i jiu do alot of stupid actions coz too angry le n dear keep mo fang .
    which is damn disgusting but funny =))
    hehes ilu la .

    den dear jiu send me home le ~
    dear's life rly got lots of girls lors .
    booo =x

    & ive limited myself to at most 30mins to use the com each day =)
    im such a good girl .
    erps lol .
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    12:10 PM
    f&n lesson now .
    soo bored lor .
    lol imu la !!
    i miss eechen too .
    she called me to write that .

    LOL .
    boring .
    i want to go artroom );
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    Tuesday, September 25, 20077:13 PM
    i just love you soo much =DDDD
    today was boring as usual .
    but i think im starting to like maths more .
    i hope its not san fen zhong re du .

    eoy coming n i must score well !!
    i must .
    hahas .
    go study le .

    everybody must score well hor !!
    i hope its not san fen zhong re du la hor YAOYAO .
    imu !

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    Monday, September 24, 20078:12 PM
    thks everybody for wishin me happy bday =))
    and also thks for the beautiful present peeps !
    love ya all ((:

    sch was fun as usual .
    kinda bored actually .
    but peeps in 3d made the class so fun n interesting la .
    hahas love 3d lots !

    going study le !!!
    hahahas my motivation's here .
    =DD

    deardear's life is surrounded by tons & tons of girls =(
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    Sunday, September 23, 200710:40 PM
    HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME AGAIN !!
    my bday is gonna be over in like 1hr n 20 mins ?
    and i need to wait for 365 days for my bday again !
    its a TORTURE .

    lol but anw im fifteen years old le !!!
    fifteen sounds nice =DD
    many many many ppl wished me happy bday today .
    thks everybody for not forgetting me .

    i think got more than 50 ppl ba .
    so happy la ~
    today my msg tone ringing like siao .

    and i received many unexpected wishes .
    like one was from my pri 2 best fren !
    like WOW she still remembers me =)
    of coz i still rmb her .
    but i lost her num ):

    mom bought 2 new clothes for me .
    and some girls stuffs .
    which cost abt 200 dollars sia !
    thks mommy ((:

    den dinner we went to Vienna International Seafood & Teppanyaki Restaurant .
    such a long name sia =.=
    LOL . but not longer than Pariss de chinese name .
    soo nice n expensive ):
    spent many money today .

    den missed dear lot lot !
    imu la yaoyao .
    =((
    yaoyaoyaoyaoyaoyaoyao .
    one day nvr see u can die sia LOL .

    & my korkor MR ER TSE HAW nvr wish me happy bday ))):
    SOBS kor u go malaysia den forget abt me le ah !!
    i very sad sia =((
    WHY U NVR WISH ME .
    are u alright there ??
    we soo long nvr talk le ):
    imu laaa HAIS .

    byyyeees im in my bro's room .
    without him =(
    KOR imu lots sia .
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    11:14 AM
    my 3 birthday wishes are :

    1) me n deardear can last always , and he wont forget me =DD and always love me ((:
    2) i will get good results and succeed in my life
    3) everybody around me to be happy always !!

    hope it will come true =D

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    11:03 AM
    HAPPY BIRTHDAY ERSIJIA !
    oh ya , happy birthday to melissa tan too (:
    we reconfirmed our hp num ytd night lol .
    yeahh today is my bday ~
    =DD

    thks to those who wished me happy birthday la hor .
    esp those late at night de .
    mel n ying sent me a very long msg .
    thks ((:
    thks for not forgetting me =D

    ytd night when i went into the toilet .
    my hp drop from my pocket n flew into the fkin toilet bowl lor !!
    den cannot on sia ..
    like wth lor .

    i so damn scared sia n its like a few more mins to 12 ):
    den i put my sim card in my papa's phone .
    or surely cnt reply those who msg me ..

    den i use hairdryer blow my phone sia .
    den blow for one hr plus finally can on le .
    but my phone de camera spoil le !!

    SOBS .
    den slept very late lor .
    received some unexpected de birthday wishes .
    but those i expected de didnt come ):

    ai nvm la .
    ying just reminded me that tmr got chem test .
    haven study yet n i totally forgot abt it .
    oh well . hais quite sad la .
    not rly in the mood to celebrate anw .

    byes everybody .
    & im finally 15 yrs old .
    must be a good girl le ..
    imu .
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    Saturday, September 22, 200710:12 PM
    tmr is my BIGBIG day !!
    hahahas 23sep ((:

    went out with dear today to watch evening movie .
    we watched underdog . LOL
    its a funny show ..
    dear keep laugh lor =)

    thks for the wallet deardear =D
    woaini la ~
    i love it lors .

    on the bus home , we saw the same family that board the bus on the way to tm .
    lol . such a coincidence .
    funny sia .

    den deardear piggyback me home ((:
    hehe . so happy lor .
    i feel so xingfu sia ~

    yaoyao ~ imu lots lots .
    ilu lots lots too .
    so much so much .
    i know you are gonna call me fei zhu le .
    coz u dont want me to call u yaoyao =p
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    Friday, September 21, 20078:22 PM
    ytd is me n deardear de 7th mth anni =DD
    LOL but i didnt manage to use the com so nvr post .
    i was rushing my history quadrants .
    sry deardear )):

    but the most important thing is that I LOVE YOU (:
    u know that i love u alot .
    u know that i can do anything for you .
    sry for my stupid questions always .
    i know i think alot but i cnt help it ):
    but u know in my heart , u are the most impt (:

    tdy early morning saw deardear on the way to sch .
    so happy sia dno why =D
    maybe because always must wait until recess den can talk .
    hahas i treasure every chance to see u lors .

    den went back to class & watched the 3d video .
    actually also not 3d la .
    its by lionel , likzhing , ahteng & xavier .
    the four idiots of our class =x
    LOL jk .

    the video is like damn funny lors .
    laugh till peng sia LOL .
    they in cp take when everybody's like walking past ?
    hahas got a chance will post it .
    lol but must get permission from lionel kumgong .
    coz he's the main actor (:

    f&n lesson and mrs foo not here again .
    so went to ART room with rennie they all (:
    i seriously love to make the clay !!
    i love it and i enjoy it =DD

    after sch met dear ((:
    smth happened which made me quite disappointed la .
    but nvm no one's to blame =)
    but my mood was totally spoilt esp after returning to sch from 711 .

    but its like whatever ~
    dear promised me alot of things today .
    lol keep ur promise hor yaoshijun !

    its not nice to hear other ppl calling you intimate names .
    you are mine ..
    but i shall not let a fb affect my mood .
    at least next time i wont let her .
    u dont know how i feel .
    but i seiously hope u will tape her fmouth .
    fb , dont hong la .
    seriously despise flirts .
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    Monday, September 17, 20078:11 PM
    3 more days to 7th mth ANNI ((:
    6 more days to my BDAY !!

    sch was fun today .
    lol common bickering with chunfeng n hongkiat .
    and stupid laofu keep act emo which is disgusting .
    i just LOVE 3d =D

    played guessing name games with yvonne today .
    damn funny laugh like mad .
    heees & mr krishnan gave cf a new name !
    BABY ELEPHANT . LOL

    mdmsiak's getting more & more humorous .
    and she's getting not so irritating .
    which is a good sign coz at least i can listen to maths lesson more peacefully .
    she's not that bad actually (:

    den during maths lesson ms pey came to our class .
    den she saw weiyeow slping and she walked quietly to him .
    and shouted his name !
    LOL he whole person jump up sia . damn funny (:

    kor board the plane le =(
    he go KL le .. wont be able to see him for a mth .
    sadded .
    hope he will earn experience there (:

    dear i hope what u say today is true .
    i hope u will keep ur promise .
    dont let me down ya ?
    ilu .

    hope couples who brk up will patch ((:
    & solve every misunderstanding between them .
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    Sunday, September 16, 20078:07 PM
    IM TRYING VERY HARD TO CONTROL MY TEMPER .
    FUCK .
    I DONT WANT TO BE ANGRY DE LOR .
    ARGH .
    FUCK IT .
    AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

    knn la .
    @#%^&*@#$%^&#$%^&#$%^

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    5:56 PM
    bored & lonely .
    feel abandoned in this fkin world .
    nvm i said i can survive .
    i said i can be independent =DD

    i dont need to rely on anyone .
    so what if nobody cares .
    i dont care too ..
    skipping 2 meals can even help me lose weight .
    thats great . lol .

    and how stupid can i be ?
    getting worried for no bloody reason .
    of coz u know how to take care of yrself la .
    dno whats the prob with me .

    so what if i prepared everything ?
    isit so hard to change back to home clothes ?
    no its not , im just making a big fuss .
    so what if i have to be alone till the late night .

    its not like the first time right .
    hahas .
    cannot behave like a small little girl anymore ..
    i already grow up le ! =D

    talked alot with kyy today .
    thks yy .
    & i definitely despise ppl with two faces .
    or maybe three , four , five .

    hahas oh yeah .
    dear's not going meet me for dinner le .
    nvm ba . think he's enjoyin himself now ba .
    irrrrrrrrrmu ):

    & suddenly the pig song is boomin into my ears =.=
    LOL its funny .
    i definitely feel better now .
    im independent ~

    i wish i can go clubbing .
    but im too young .
    if i can , i will definitely bring everybody there .
    n go mad together =D

    papa , mommy n kor's gna come back late .
    sians BORED .
    haiis imu lahs .

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    4:12 PM
    & my real kor is going to KL tmr .
    for his poly course for 1 mth ):
    kor kor i will miss u alot alot .
    i will pray for u to be safe there (:

    sadded suddenly so emo .
    nobody to teach me maths n confide in ):
    nobody to disturb me ..
    the hse will be soo quiet laa .

    nobody to bicker with ..
    SOBS kor i miss u now le ):
    nobody to help me everything ..
    hope i can send u off lehs kor .

    hope tonight can slp with kor and on aircon !
    last night before he go to KL .
    ):
    kor must takecare hor ..

    rmb to contact me n call back hor .
    dont just call joanne jie & dont care abt me ..

    ERTSEHAW .
    bon voyage ~
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    3:44 PM
    lol chatted with nick on msn .
    and he drew this !!
    so cute right ..


    he said that will be my bday present .
    den i say okay lors . LOL
    den he said ' u know i sure buy for u de right . thats why geh geh ' .
    LOL like damn funny lor .

    but the prob is i nvr give him his present .
    den he said belated 3 mths nvm .
    its the thought that counts .. okay den .
    lol sry kor .
    & this pig was drawn by him too =.=


    later maybe going out to eat dinner with deardear =DD
    imu la ..
    hope dear will be alright ((:
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    Saturday, September 15, 20078:08 PM
    deardear woaini .
    wo ai si ni le .

    always lovin u .
    always be there for u .
    ive given all my heart to you .
    i cant stop missin u .
    im addicted =x

    sj <33 sj

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    Friday, September 14, 20076:43 PM
    today's a fun day ya .
    in class keep laugh like mad .
    me yv yy n rennie keep play the 123 game .
    LOL 1 2 3 we all stare at ahteng .
    & his face is like so damn funny la .

    n the stupid laofu keep act emo lor .
    he's disgusting lol .
    i rly rly love 3d ((:
    and i truly enjoy hitting laofu's n tinhwee's head .

    after sch talk with dear awhile nia he jiu went with his frens to cut hair le ):
    felt soo lonely after that coz still got a long time before rc starts .
    dear i truly miss u lors ): so emo sia .
    den walked arnd the sch & saw choonwee having detention .
    sat down n talked to him ..

    heard many funny n lame things .
    rly cant belief some things he said though .
    he very kelian detention 4hrs .
    den after that jiu went rc le .

    during rc had fun ba .
    im starting to like my juniors coz they are cute ..
    esp the short n chubby little boys LOL .
    interacted with juniors n found out that ppl with bad attitude can be nice too ((:
    shall try not to misjudge ppl at the first look next time =DD

    rc ended at 5 today , which is a miracle .
    saw disgusting laofu at ncc again .
    and pointed three fingers up to him again .
    which means ' i hate you ' .
    LOL but i dont mean it of coz .

    den jiu walked to cp alone to change my spec de lens .
    i can finally look clearly now =DDD
    bought bubbletea and went home alone after that .
    i think im quite independent ((:

    at least i dont rely or call ppl to pei me all the time .
    i think i can adapt to being alone ba .
    coz im rly starting to feel more lonely nowadays ):
    but i need deardear ..
    but i know he cnt be 24 hrs arnd me .

    imu badlyyyy !!
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    Wednesday, September 12, 20078:07 PM
    like soo long nvr post le .
    hms ytd after sch eat lunch with deardear le jiu directly went home .
    & went out with my bro n cousins to k-ster .
    =DD sang n so damn fun lors !
    i lovee singing (:

    den took alot of photos =)
    my bro's face is like soo long den mine so round lor .
    such a big contrast .





    took many photos n did alot of disgusting faces (:
    i enjoyed it so much lors .
    sang from 4 to 9 , after that jiu went eat frog leg porridge .
    damn nice de lors ~

    TODAY

    tdy in sch quite tired .
    but i tried very hard to keep awake .
    and mdm siak keep make fun of me lors .
    say what deardear walk pass den i jiu cnt concentrate =.=
    she's lame la .. lol .

    f&n we baked curry puff .
    the result was erm dont look like normal curry puff .
    but rennie they all say nice !
    i also dno actually .

    after sch jiu dabao lunch w dear and went to roslinda's hse .
    den at her hse keep look at cutecute michelle .
    she's damn cute de lors .
    face so chubby and fair ((:
    hehe .

    hope to see her more next time .
    she's only 14 mths old ?
    hahas so ke ai !
    i rly want to be a mommy & have a cute baby =D

    den just now before dinner suddenly our hse got tremors .
    small small tremors .
    the house got shake abit lors .
    cuz we notice de water in the fish tank shaking like hell like going pour out .

    dno whether other places in spore got feel it nots .
    maybe indonesia got earthquake again ?
    den spread till here ? i also dno sia .
    aiya always like that de ~

    8 more days to 7th mth anni <333

    11 more days to my BDAY ((:
    18 more days to eoy exam ):

    woaini =DD
    you rly cnt be replaced .
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    Saturday, September 08, 200711:02 PM
    my specs is somewhat spoilt =/
    and the multi coat is gone ~~
    arghhhh shall not elaborate further .
    anw now i see things like in dreamland coz my lens are blur ):

    tdy damn early morning woke up & went to sch .
    went to amk/yck area there and knocked on every door .
    and told them abt the importance of first aid (:
    enjoyed it as i think its a vry gd experience ba .

    was hoping can go knock on deardear's door and scare him de lor !
    but too bad i wasnt assigned to his block there ):
    there were some really friendly aunties who offered us drinks .
    after the thing end , deardear pei me home coz he live arnd there ((:

    took many photos with him during the trip back home .
    dear so cute lors keep do stupid faces .
    & u are so shuai !
    =DDD

    but after that he jiu went east coast with weian they all le .
    den i jiu went to my lil cousin's bday party .
    she dressed up like a little princess .
    so pretty n sweet la (:



    was fun as i saw my relatives , my dear cliffton baby .

    he's slowly growing up . soo cute (:
    took many photos with cliffton dear ~
    i love watchin the process of him growing =D




    the black thing on my neck is actually my hair =.=


    lol looks kinda scary .
    hees my baby so ke ai lor ~
    chatted alot with my cousins n aunties all that .
    had a fun time yeah today (:

    but did not swim la ):
    coz its too late & getting dark .
    and its the 7th mth =/

    tmr will be a rotting day ):
    must finish everything before school reopens (:
    i want see deardear everyday !!
    imu ..


    woaini .
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    Friday, September 07, 20079:53 PM
    =.=
    ROAR .

    cnt seem to concentrate now le la .
    wth hais .
    sometimes i rly hate being a girl .
    why must i think so much .
    but u seem to appear very often in her life ..
    so often maybe u all are closer ba .
    i dont even know ur secrets ):
    suddenly, i dont think i know anything =.
    ai .
    ai .
    ai .
    ai .
    but im glad to know that at least u have them to pei u .
    i know why detentions are fun already .
    it feels sad not knowing anything .
    but you all had so much fun tgt ya .
    thats good .
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    9:27 PM
    thinking too much again =.=
    girls tend to think alot .
    =.= =.= =.=
    erps whats wrong with me sia .
    lalaalalalala ~
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    6:59 PM
    hahahahas ytd night played audi with dear .
    den dear created a room called ' room for pig ' .
    and the pw is ' pig ' & is for both of us to play .
    den we jiu play the first round .

    when we going play 2nd round suddenly alot of ppl come in .
    lol its like damn funny la .. coz everybody guessed the pw =.=
    hahas i laugh till peng lors .
    but nvm its fun ((:
    tonight going play audi with dear again YAY .

    today early morning wake up & went rc .
    before that went to 711 with eunice to eat breakfast .
    den went to sch but we were caught strolling in my maam =/
    coz we were already late la lol .

    after that jiu started to discuss abt the rc notice board design .
    den we jiu went to cp popular buy de materials .
    saw siti nuer , vann n other npcc de sec 3s in popular (:
    den came back sch again =.=

    & during the trip back , eunice's leg started to tremble .
    LOL den she keep say she no more strength .
    damn funny can .
    eunice lim , you are damn lame n retarded LOL .

    when going home that time we found a cat in the canteen .
    the cat is extremely bony n both its eyes is different in color .




    see ! LOL n we guessed the cat is a male ?
    coz it has balls =)
    lol .

    & to a junior in redcross , stop having attitude problems will you ?
    you will only cause ur squadmates to suffer with u .
    pls think for other ppl even if u dont think for urself .
    change ur attitude n everything will be alright le .

    after rc met deardear ((:
    hehehes .
    woaini la .
    its always so fun with u around .

    tmr need to reach sch by 7am for rc activities ..
    that means i need to wake up at 5.30am ):
    like wth =.=
    earlier than the time i normally reach sch during school days ):

    gotta slp early but who cares .
    i want play audi with dearrr (:
    hope can swiim tmr la !!
    hope it will end by tmr lors =x

    wozhendehaoaihaoaini ~

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    Thursday, September 06, 20078:56 PM
    why must u always make such a big din ? even a newspaper not folded properly means i dont treat it with respect ? wtfh lor . why must u always come home with a frustrated face ? cant u at least smile & make us happier ? since small , i hear u complaining abt almost everything .
    and i cnt stand it . if u cnt take it , just speak it out cant u ? why must u be scared of ppl's opinion ?
    u can be angry and complain , den why cant u say it all out ? complain to mommy la . why must u always complain to me as if its all my fault ? am i the only one around in this family ? acting as if nth happens wont help .
    it wont help okay ! den after that jiu keep complain complain . wtf . small things also bother so much . den big things how ? its like so irritating de lors . i hate ppl who nag nag nag . u are a man & u are nagging like a 50yr old aunty ? how i wish u can behave like other ppl's dad . buy them small little gifts , treat us to a movie . but i guess thats not gonna happen . even if its gonna happen , you will only do it reluctantly . whats wrong with providing the family with money ?? u always say u spend alot of money on us . i know u work very hard . hais .
    sometimes i rly wonder how can a man complain so much . & stop having suicidal thoughts . coz i know u dont have the guts to do it . i love u rly papa , but i rly wish u can stop behaving like this ):
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    6:39 PM
    deardear ;
    i want to thank u lots .
    thank u for pei-ing me almost everyday (:
    thanks for making everyday so enjoyable ~

    thks for the pen too !
    although i just bought 2 with mel the other day .
    i think if i use yours i will get full marks for my tests (:
    lol lame ~

    & PPL ~
    MY BDAY IS COMING =DD
    LOL .
    sry im lame ..

    hahahahahahas bday sia (:
    23rd Sep !
    ANNI coming too :D
    EOY coming too )):

    i sincerely hope all the couples who brk up will patch .
    if they truly love each other la :)
    good luck everyone .

    i want watch Hairspray !!
    after this holiday would be very busy le ba ):
    got a new movie Joshua coming up too .
    i think it'll be nice ~

    woots bored imu .
    although i just saw u a few moments ago la .
    ):
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    Wednesday, September 05, 200710:39 PM
    early mornin had eng remedial & i was late .
    after that went kfc with ying , ali , cf , nick n 182 .
    ate almost all of cf's cheese fries . sry ):
    den i did a vry stupid action sobs .

    at night went to watch 881 at century square .
    =))

    hahahahahaha . lol 881 not bad sia .
    its quite touching n funny but lame at times .
    but the touching part made me tear !! =x
    qiyuwu quite attractive in that show , although he keeps carryin the chicken arnd =.=

    after that took neoprint with cheryl (:
    like so long nvr go out with relatives le .
    hahas quite happy ba :D
    gonna see them this sat again coz its my small cousin's bday party ~

    oh yeah !!
    & everybody is like saying i slimmed down !!!
    wahahahoohaaaaa ~ LOL .
    deardear ah dont say me ah lol !

    & my papa made me really fed up .
    arghh nvm shall not elaborate further .
    only will make my blood boil .
    fkedup .

    met dear before that lol .
    dear , the faces that u imitate me is rly damn funny lor .
    i love it coz its soo cute (:
    i love the ya-ya porridge lol yummy ~

    haven even started on my homework sia ..
    but nvm i surely will chiong de (:
    i WILL finish it .
    but the history project seems hard =/

    overall its a happy day ba .
    these few days like keep going out .
    but i enjoyed it (:
    hahas .

    i want watch apartment 1303 .
    it looks scary ~ lol .
    after this holiday jiu no slacking le .
    counting down to anni in 15 more days .
    my bday in 18 more days .

    & scary eoy is coming too but i dno when .
    good luck everybody ~
    nites everybody (:
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    Tuesday, September 04, 200710:10 PM
    suddenly , i found out that there's eng remedial tmr .
    AHHH !
    wth early morning 83o sia ):

    i dont rmb hearing krishnan telling us abt it .
    i MUST be dreaming .
    no wonder i kinda find it strange why there's no eng remedial .
    krishnan loves remedials .

    thks cf for tellin me though .
    or else sch reopen there will be detention for me le
    ):

    when he ask me tmr going sch nots i still thought he referring to parents meetin =.=
    i dno why im making such a big fuss over it ..
    lol but its just strange that i dno abt it .

    sadded .
    my hopes of waking up late are once again dashed .
    HAHA .
    sobs ~ gotta slp early le lor .

    but my stomach is still aching ):
    imu laa .
    nights everyone , sweet dreams :D
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    9:18 PM
    arghhh .
    stomach cramp for the whole day !
    from last night till now ?
    wtf lor the weather is soo cold .

    didnt even go to remedial lor .
    rly too pain la ..
    but partly , im lazy ! :D
    lol dno why but think maybe ansar also sleepin at home =x

    and i didnt even drink any cold drinks lors .
    its so damn pain )):
    but for once , i belief that seeing u rly send my pain away (:
    coz when u left , the pain came back again ):

    although stay at home the whole day , still quite happy de la .
    i doubt i can survive outside with my cramp .
    dinner only ate a few mouthful .
    den papa keep say i waste his money !
    wth lor , u dont understand my pain ah .

    sometimes i wonder why ppl always cnt get the things they want .
    no matter how hard they work for it .
    hais life is just so unfair ba .

    tmr going watch 881 with my relatives !
    woohooha :D
    i wanted to watch for a longg time le !
    these 2 mths like watch alot of movies sia :)
    hopefully can meet dear tmr before de movie ..

    everybody's like feelin so sad this few days .
    over relationship problems ..
    everybody cheer up alright ((:
    & this made me realise ur importance to me even more .
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    Monday, September 03, 20078:37 PM
    went out with deardear just now :D

    walked to cp in a rush .
    but de rain damn big .
    walk till yi ban my slipper drop out .
    in front of EVERYBODY .
    ):
    im so diulian ~ but i cnt help it =x

    ben lai just meet up go library de .
    den suddenly rmb dear want watch Ratatouille .
    den ask him when will he be free .
    den he said ' now lor ' .

    den suddenly jiu buying ticket le . hahas .
    de show quite cute la not bad (:
    de rat so cute lors .. hahas .
    some parts damn lame but very funny la .

    den during movie dear suddenly say smth .
    thks dear very happy to hear that .
    rly very happy =D
    wo ye ai ni ~

    with u around rly i feel so protected de la .
    den walking home i suddenly talk alot of nonsense .
    sry dear LOL .
    im lame but u know i dont mean it (:

    i MUST admit sometimes i still behave like a small spoilt girl .
    but u rly understand me de best & u know what im thinkin .
    i mind small little gestures .
    even the smallest things i also mind which is lame =x

    and i can think until very very far ~
    lol so even a small action will lead me to very far lol .
    which is more lame .
    lol but i dont mean it !!

    and he made a bet with me .
    i will try my best lol .
    even if i will get scolded .
    but if its for you , i dont mind (:

    den jiu reach home in time before papa came back .
    tmr still got remedial ):
    imu ~
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    11:33 AM
    17 more days to 7th mth anni <3
    20 more days to my bday :D
    wahahas .
    but eoy is coming .
    omg so scary lor .

    ytd early morning jiu went tampines mall to meet mel le .
    lol den we went to buy her cousin de bday present .
    she bought a very nice de heels .
    and she went cut to hair too .

    i bought nothing coz im broke ):
    i left 5dollars for the whole wk sia .
    den we went to the Wallet shop .
    i saw a damn fkingly nice wallet .
    its love at first sight !
    omgg lors .
    its soooooo niceeeee .

    im aiming for it =D
    but im broke .
    )))))))))))):
    den deardear call me many times ytd :D
    so happyyy lor .

    den i got a $10 courts voucher sponsored by 933fm de .
    coz they want us guess de songs that were played .
    and i guessed correctly !!
    wahahas at tm de Courts there .

    den after that went to mel's cousin de chalet .
    played playstation so fun lors !!
    lol den we play badminton .
    im starting to really like badminton .
    ppl , next time want play call me hor !!!
    although im short but i still can play de =D
    den laugh like siaolang ..

    den they got a very cutee dog Vivi .
    so cute !! i keep play with her sia .
    den keep carry her like a baby ((:
    so cute ~

    after that mel n me went to ride bike .
    is those two ppl cycle de . in front n behind .
    den we rented for 1hr $10 lor .
    den we from de start of pasir ris park cycle to de end .

    den when cycling my shoe even drop out .
    in front of many ppl !
    walaos so damn diulian de lor .
    lol but nvm im used to this kind of lifestyle .

    den in front de PEDAL came out .
    my pedal . so fuck lors !!
    den i cnt cycle anymore le .
    den need mel to support me LOL .

    but we decided not to cycle coz its too difficult .
    and its raining lor !!
    and the surrounding is like so dark .
    and its a bit scary lahs lol .
    den i smelt smth .. hms nvm i dno whether isit or not .

    den luckily got a kind uncle help us .
    and he help us and screw it back .
    so thankful la !
    hahas he so nice la .

    den at that moment i rly feel like going back to kill the bicycle rental de uncle .
    den go back tell him he still act like nth happen .
    den say very easy de .
    HAHA den u come and try repairing under the rain la .

    den me n mel so dirty lor like construction worker .
    lol but cycling in the rain actually quite fun ba .
    hees .
    cycling with mel was real fun (:

    den after that jiu go back chalet and eat .
    den jiu watch Unleashed on channel5 by Jet Li de .
    he's quite cute in the show .
    (:

    den at night mel came my hse n stay coz today both of us got sch .
    den she at night keep want go toilet =.=
    bladder problem . LOL .

    den today morning woke up at 6am !
    coz we want to go eat Mac before remedial start .
    me , mel , astrid , manting , lishyan n jazreel .
    den jiu eat lors . lol . den after that went to maths remedial .

    time with 2i peeps n 3d peeps is rly fun (:
    den hongkiat melvin they all go toilet den come back to class .
    they still mo fang de mentos de advertisement .
    dno how to say LOL .
    just very stupid but funny .

    mel ytd was reallyy fun !
    thks lots ilu girl .
    spending time with ur family members is so fun .
    i feel so carefree there (:

    hope u will come my hse stay more next time (:
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    10:58 AM
    argh ..................................
    soo emo lor .
    f up .
    i dno why i always dont get the answer i want .
    the replies are always expected ..
    hais .
    i dont think im expecting too much .
    but sometimes i just cant figure out what ppl is thinking .
    and thats so not fair .
    coz ppl knows what i think .
    sometimes i rly hope i have special powers .
    to know what u are thinking .
    ):
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    Saturday, September 01, 200711:14 AM
    ytd night slept at 930 . so early lors .
    coz vry tired ma .
    maybe because ytd laughed too much with dear le .
    used up all my energy .

    thks dear ytd was rly very fun .
    i rly feel soo safe beside u .
    only u can give me this feelin ba .

    i dont want to know how to take care of myself .
    coz i want u to take care of me .. =x
    i love u soo much la .

    1408 is rly nice (:
    quite scary too coz the sound effect vry good lors .
    but luckily got dear beside me .
    watch de show my heart thump vry fast sia =.=

    den after that dear went library return book .
    den lend book .
    he keep link every title to the word pig lors .
    den he laugh like siao .
    which made me laugh until i breathless .

    so lame sia . but so funny (:
    hehe .
    irrrmu la !
    u are soo impt .
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